Reflecting back 2

So I stopped at my love life. Things didnt really go much futher after that, cept the much awaited SPM examination that made our lives miserable. It was simply the biggest hit for the year 2k6. 2k6 is a balanced year, great ammount of fun, as well as misery. Though misery can be pushed down lower as it didnt last really long. So as far as I remember, the best time in school life was Sports Day. It was my 1st and last year to take part in that event, seriously it was full of fun. The team spirit was there, those moments where we worked together, even till late night in school just to complete everything in time for the big day.

Yes I know we look like bodos. Take a look at the costume, all hand made! and natural items!! Noticed the coconut leafs LOL and the long beans on our necks and that funny leafs on our forehead, we even painted our face with Buncho colour =.=. It frikkin hurts and burns like shit.

Fire fire! Being blown by another house or a.k.a Laksamana. They managed 3rd that year, it was certainly a great achievement!

Yea it was an event that will never come by again it was darn fun. We did our best, we worked so hard, but yet ended up 2nd in overall but we did grab the marching champions =p. Besides the marching event, there were other events that wasnt played on sports day it self but before, one of it was tug-of-war. Holy shiatz I pulled like there was no tomorrow just to beat the opposing team, seriously we wanted to win that event because we had the advantage. In fact one of the opposing team had a really cocky leader, damn pain in the ass guy. So in the end yea, after all that muscles being pulled and strain, my arms felt like they were gonna drop off anytime the next day aso, we grabbed 1st place for guys and 2nd for girls (unfortunately, our anchor fell and there goes the line)

In many other events, like cross country, we dominated em too, basicly our main reason for our lost was, we did not manage to grab much on the main events that was played on the big day itself, sad thing huh, we had a secured victory after the march, but sadly, runners didnt make it. Owh well, im satisfied for the march anyway, hard work paid off =p.

This moment will never come again, Gone for years, those were the days.

Thinking of sports reminds me of basketball. Lost by a freakkin technical foul done by a team mate, im still unsatisfied till today, that was a winning game. It was my life last time, now no longer, slowly going going gone.

So next up, I was backstabbed by a number of friends, a real hard one too, but it didnt really bother me much because in the end, it was only a misunderstanding, so ive thought and I dont wanna know the true awnser either. Nither will I go in detail about it, certain people know bout it though =p, you know who you are. You can pm me if u wanna know.

As life went on, it was already August for all I know, time flew by so fast that it only felt like yesterday. So as we all know, I hope you do xD, My birthday falls on August so, yea, that time came again and I was given a guitar by my dear lovely friends as a present. I love you all so much man, litterally ahahah, without it, I would never have started music till now, maybe, I dont know. So since then, ive taken much interest in bass and I now play for my own little band with a few close friends as a bassist =p. Just love it. Jamminggggggg rawr.

Vocalist on drums, for show only =p.

I started pool in form 4, but I became a regular player and was very active in it in form 5, till now =D. Simply a fun game. Though it can be frustrating sometimes. I just hope I still have time in the future to be active in it. One of a few sports ive taken up after I gave up on basketball.

Flash back from my chemistry project in form 4. It was basiclly gunpowder, + a number of different chemicals to produce different types of coloured flames. One example is iodine, youll get a purple coloured flame and if you add a little magnesium and zinc it will sparkle like a flashbang. Some ended up really nice but, I lost those pics..sigh.. Ill try to get it anyway.

Merdeka reunion in form 4, after the parade, once again, hell lotsa fun =p

Moving on, after my birthday things started to become even more hectic, with mock exams coming up and SPM creeping on our asses day by day. Basicly we studied our asses off and damn, with my class atmosphere, I had to follow along. My class was like, the best class in the sense of noise level =.=. So literally the sound level was like at 0 dsb. I had one hell of an addmaths teacher too, hari hari pms LOL. Naw, but still at least once a week her mood turns 360 degrees and turns into a devil. Well regardless of her being nice or evil, she has no expression. So imagine someone telling you something funny, with a dead serious face, freaky man. You wont know wheater she's joking or being sarcastic

Soon after September came, and our trial exams came to an end, October was a "Come or dont come, nobody cares anymore" period. Basiclly, we could either come to class or not, attendance will not be taken anymore. I went for a number of days, to complete my projects and stuff like that, but others..sleep at home ni laaa =D. So as the days went by, the only subject I 100% completed studying was chemistry LOL. In that 30 days, that was all I did, Im such a bum. Nevertheless, I scored an A for it so, im happy xD, despite having stomach ache on paper 3, which I finished in 45 mins and did not bother to check. SPM was rather...pretty much like a normal exam to me. It didnt feel any different after all the years and time taking examinations and those thousands of hours spent preparing for it, cept that the papers was kinda tough, for a few. It between was my brothers wedding.

The day he tied the knot with his beloved wife. Well no nid to explain futher right ahahah, but it was on the weekend before my last paper, Biologi, Basically, I never studied for Bio at all. Besides the question was like shit anyway, so it didnt matter if I studied it or not, Im happy with my C6 =p.

Pic taken with my cousins after the wedding. Once again, my pictures for it was already gone, so I couldnt elaborate much on in unless you want an essay from me =p.

Then the final day came, Bio paper 3, the questions was shitty, especially the questions about DNA lol, I was like omg laaa sure C edi and yea it really did end up that way. So when result day came, I ended up with 5 : 3 : 2. Quite satisfied =)

Then holidays came, the bumming starts, practically nothing much during that period, just getting lots of sleep everyday, jamming, gaming, blablabla, I was like a NBTD kinda person. So free. So ill skip that and then, day by day April 11th was coming, as everyone went their own separate ways, I enrolled in Taylor's College PJ.

And here I am till today, where another phase of my life will take place.

PS: The lines may be alil off, blogger is pissing me off.

3 months

3 months has gone by, and im still surviving and trying my best. With things getting hectic by the day, I wonder when will my time come.

Reflecting back 1

After reading some previous and old posts, I just felt like letting out some things that was left behind to stop in the past and never brought back to the chapters of my life anymore, basicly i threw away that bookmark and now, im refering back to that decisive phase of my life. Ill move from top to bottom and try to be as informative as I can possibly remember haha.

I started out bloggin since form 4. Was influenced by my friends and was inspired with their posts and how they share their stories, jokes, flames etc etc. So I decided to have my own to, but of course back then it was more to my diary which consist of mostly what I do in my life daily. Bet it was pretty boring and I was lazy to update it back then, losing the motivation and ideas, call it a bloggers block ahahha.

As im trying to have interesting posts on my blog now, I still am yet to discover on how my typing and stories to share would interest any of you to read, surely majority would like to read something interesting and not a dull, normal daily life story with no spice added.

So as I was thinking, form 4 was my depression year. It was tough taking on the challenges I faced during that whole 365 days. I just went in science stream, was unlucky enough to get a freaky hantu chemistry teacher by the name of Yoga.

Im sure you guys remember this =p.

As because of her, my work load piled up like shit, projects with freaking short due dates, and the must be punctual and always be in class rule, ugh it was hell I tell you. But since I was kinda neutral with her, it was okay, didnt have much problems besides the projects. Besides having projects which made us stay over at friends house and play with fire hahahha. Love those days.

The first hell was on Vday. Having a gf pms-ing at you on that day sux man. It totally ruins your day hahahha. I had a hard time on that day thanks to her. As im going back in the pages of my life, I started out with my ex, Ching in form 2, simply because I liked her long hair at that time. Probably was mesmerized with her beauty till owh I fell in love. Yea Yea I was pretty dumb and stupid at that time anyway hahah. I just got myself tied with her without even thinking what's next after that, I just simply wanted a girlfriend, probably could say that.

She noticed me becuz of basketball, once my favourite sport which I played almost 24/7 during my lower secondary days. Before I even started high school I really had no interest in it, it was just when I realized seniors playing it looked so cool and it was a " hot " sport that time so I decided to pick it up. It attracts girls too anyhow! HAHA I guess I kinda wanted to be noticed. But anyhow I really enjoyed it. I never knew I would go that far in it too, played in various tourneys, and games organized during sport days, and so on. I really picked myself up from basics to an amatuer level but then I gave up on it anyhow when I reached form 4. No more hardcore training and it had actually gone all to waste, but those were some of the best moments in my high school life, basketball. Skipping classes to play is included =p.

Curi ur jersey ar Juan ahahah. One of our jersey. We buy em every year, kinda waste of money.

So back to Ching. She was my first serious relationship I stepped into. I never knew it was gonna last that long either, I guess were both dumb and stupid to have each other who are not really compatible but still can go on. Those were the days I enjoyed, and suffered at the same time. Many memories were made during those years and fun I went through, having someone to love, support, care, attent to, and vice versa. I even trained her to play basketball for the sports day event xD. That was rather..useless though. She cramped her leg half way the game =/. All gone down the drain wo0t. Nevertheless, it was a gud experience.

Anyhow, I miss those days hogging the phone, chatting till late hours, meeting each other, going out, having someone to care and to care for was like, the best thing in the world at that time of my life. But it all ended anyhow. With just one phrase, "Ill think about it" it was when she asked me, "Do you still wanna be with me?". Honestly, I was sick after all ive went through till the finals days of our relationship. I hated the way she controls me, and kinda got irritated with her sensetivity. Basicly, I was blinded for the years and only at the end, her true colours was showing out and yeap, I just couldnt bare to say, "yes, I wanna be with you" although that would have made all the difference.

I do not regret my decision truly, However, That caused torment to my heart and soul, it was the first relationship, therefore it hurts the most. It took me a whole bloody year to recover. I had some regrets for the 1st few months, but later on I do realized, its not worth it. If I would have accepted her, It would only mean im lying to myself. Simply there is no point in going futher. I have lost my feelings though I knew I still loved her, but just that I knew it would have to end this way, sooner or later. So happen if you are reading this, Ching, I dont suppose ull ever forgive me anyhow, but we made it clear that grudges will be put aside and whatever has happened, will be memories. I dont hold anything against you. I never got to say this to you but fat hope, Thanks for all those times. I really appreciate it and treasure those moments. Plus I have learned alot during that period.

In any case, she had a new guy in two weeks so I guess, either I just gave away an angel, or just that I was unlucky to be struck by the devil in disguise. I dont know, I dont want to know. Some things are better off not knowing. All I hope for is just that they are happy together and thats fine with me. So back to story and im currently in col but too lazy to make another post. After that horrible event, my life totally change 360 degrees upside down. It somehow felt, different after years of doing my duties and all of a sudden everything just goes poof. Vanished into thin air. I felt free, being single for once it was simply..you know FREE ahaha no duties, no calls, no " must stay online for her" which I really hated. Well despite being free, later on it felt quite lonely though, I must say it was certainly quite a tough time going through it.. I missed her, till a certain extend.

But as it goes, it felt much better, without her, I was able to meet many more people and buck up on what I really had missed during the days ive dedicated my life only to her. So I suppose enough about her ahahha. So as I was going through my high school life after that, I realized that, sometimes friends are much better and easier to work with, but till a certain extend. Somethings are just, better off left that way and probably its because ive had too much till i hated it and wanted to take something different. So those fun times came again, so happened my school was selected for the merdeka marching parade, a 3 months hell but at the same time fun for all, get to skip class aso "again" ahahaha. For the 1st few days it was kinda stupid, but after that when once everyone worked together and mixed around, damn it was fun. I can even still remember the parade songs! ahaha. Refer to my older posts, I remember I put up some pictures on it.

So it was when I met another person during that phase. One of the very few gud friends I met in my life. Despite all that it went to waste anyway. Reasons? I fell for her and I rushed things, and there goes, I realized I was too confident during my younger days, high ego, and kept thinking everything was under my control but that was my downfall. I had many other ppl I fell for too anyway, but one thing I wanna make it clear is, Ill never rush things for someone ever again, which my pals keep asking me to do it, they think its the right way to get a girl, but truly, if they were in the same situation, things are easier said than done. But even though I faced rejection, it wasnt as bad as when I untied myself earlier of the year. Ive been through alot of pain, and I know how does it feel, I have the experience now that I know, it definitely wont hurt as much as it was the first time.

Dupid blogger doesnt allow me to put a title =.=...Anyway, many reasons why men are happier =p


Your last name stays put
The garage is all yours
Wedding plans take care of themselves
Chocolate is just another snack
You can be president
You can never be pregnant
You can wear a white t-shirt to a water park
You can wear NO t-shirt to a water park

Car mechanics tell you the truth
The world is your urinal
You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky
You dont have to stop and think which way to turn a nut on a bolt
Same work, more pay
Wrinkles add character
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them

The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected
New shoes dont cut, blister or mangle your feet
One mood - all the time
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat
You know stuff about tanks

A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase
You can open all your own jars
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend

Your underwear cost less than a 100 for 3 packs
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough
You almost never have strap problems in public
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes
Everything on your face stays its original colour
The same hairstyle last for years, maybe decades
You only have to shave your face and neck

You can play with toys all your life
Your belly usually hides your big hips
One wallet and one pair of shoes one colour for all season
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look
You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache
You can do Christmas Shopping for 25 relative on the 24th of December in 25 minutes.

I nid some awnsers

Actually right, nevermind about it, ive found what I needed to do =D