Holidays

As much as I hate blogger because it sucks so badly UGH Ill still post updates =p even though its been a month since I last touched it wahahha. Anyhow just to recap since my birthday, I have been kinda busy or so to say, with final exams, assignments, assestments etc etc which I dont like any of it at all. My final exams was overall okay, but I really flunked my accounts paper real bad because of one bloody question which I misunderstood the question. Assignments..god F&B was a horror of one day last minute work which ended up in the frying pan xD. Assestments, not too bad in my opinion, other than getting hit by my lecturer because of..being sleepy in class and..something esle =p.

As for others, kinda lazy to go in detail, but I will share my experience going to Penang for a week =).

I left on the 15th and came back on the 24th of September to Penang, my advice is never take the plusliner back seat or you will risk having your head go up and down up and down like the wheels on the bus. Being in luck, I went home with my parents who out of no where, drove up to Penang without telling me, thus having not to pay for the bus nor ride on it again @@.

I cant remember which of the places I went to in order, so ill just blabber. Firstly was going up to Penang Hill, the wheater was great, cloudy, windy, and misty, didnt even had a single sweat coming out of me until of course, had to do some task which included muscles and strenght xD.

The cable car up to Penang Hill

It was quite impressive I would say whereby when u reach at a certain height you can actually see the whole of ONE part of Penang xD but its really a nice view, can stare at it for hours, probably even better at night. Those who havent been, try it.

View of the city from Penang Hill

Up in Penang hill, posing @@

On the canopy walk with my dearest =).

She got freaked out by a snake twice in the whole trip xD, one actually was one of the ropes on the canopy walk, and fell on her, then she flinged it away to the trees below, wonder if it survived.

I actually have more pictures, but just havent receive them yet, will edit this post later on to add on more pics.

Next will be to the famous Kek Lok Si Temple, which half of is under renovation, actually the statue only, which I heard the arm fell off? and being rebuild again. Before reaching it, had to walk up the hill which was kinda tiring compared to Penang Hill, because the sun was right above our heads and it stayed that way till we went back =.=

As you can see at the background, lots of work going on there, and the pillars around it are actually for building a roof above the statue, which will cost dont know how much, but donations are open for it whereby if you do donate, you get to write your name on one of the roof tiles! which will not be seen anyway, just a good deed. =)

Posing with the snake statue.

Playing around with some kittens before going out to the pagoda, there were about 5 or 6 of em @@

A pic before entering the pagoda, which has 6 floors I think, couldnt get any nice pics from up there though, but the highest floor was locked so we couldnt get in there.

As for any extra other pics, I will get it later on so stay tuned =).

After we came down from the temple, was so dehydrated I just had to stop by one of the hawker stalls to get something to eat and drink..of course my lifesaver was coconuts! Best drink in my life for that period =p.

Anyhow, the day was still young, decided to go around gurney for a snack and FnC was the spot.

Having the big fish drink which even the straws cant reach the top of the glass, had to pull it up to drink, but it was good.

I asked for extra tartar sauce, which eventually the waiter dropped it on the table and this was the outcome, dolphin shaped tartar.

At night had dinner with my bro at Kim Gary, which I did not manage to get any pictures but owh well, it was goodddd =D

Final tourist destination was Fort Cornwallis, but before that, we couldnt decide where to go so we actually took the ferry to the mainland ( province wellesly) and back to the island. We were that sad..actually I was because I made the decision =p.

The gun was heavy okay! Had to hold that position for so long @@.

Statue of the late Francis Light

The chapel where he got married

Herbs and Spices they use to trade during the which century again? Forgot my history edi =p.

Basicly the fort is really well maintained and most of the historical items, buildings, and so on are still being kept and properly maintained, its one of the main tourist attraction around here I guess, but im no history person so, it was so so for me =p.

After that we had to walk from there to Komtar, I was starving mannnnnnn rawr.

There are many other places I went to, to all the shopping malls, the infamous freezer Queensbay, (brrr) those are considered, miscs. so I wont go into that xD.

As for the finale, it was dinner with my dearest in occation to her parents wedding anniversary, was a semi formal dinner at Little Italy, since the owner was well known to her dad, the whole restaurant was booked for the grand night.

Me-ness

Just love this picture of her =D

This uncle's singing voice is so good that it makes me think that he was an oldies celebrity last time, seriously!

One of the entree dishes. Its bread topped with saute-ed mushroom, capsicums, and tomatoes

One of the main course dishes. Pan fried salmon, grilled chicken and tiger prawns, which I hate so much ><

As before I left, pic of us together =)

More to come, when I get the other pics so stay tuned.

I hate you blogger, messing my lines.

Got tagged

1. Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4.
Tattoos are strictly prohibited

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
My knife set? @@

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Flightplan

4. If you were give a chance, name 5 person whom you wish to meet and talk to.
Er..I cant really decide on that.

5. Without looking guess what time is it?
4.10pm

6. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
4.30 pm

7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The Fan

8. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday? Went to a food exhibition at KLCC

9. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Pam's Blog

10. What are you wearing?
Bball shorts and white shirt.

11. Did you dream last night?
yes

12. When did you last laugh?
An hour ago

13. What are on the walls you are in?
I have no idea, its Sunday..for that matter I am really slow.

14. Seen anything weird lately?
Yeap

15. What do you think of this survey?
Im bored

16. What is the last film you saw?
Ra ta too ee

17. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you do or buy?
Ugh..A gud violin prior to my electric bass =D.

18. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Classical music is love.

19. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would you do?
Ban smoking

20. George Bush..
no comments

21. Imagine your first child a boy, what do you call him?
Irvine

22. Imagine your first child a girl, what do you call her?
Yvonne

23. You ever consider living abroad?
yeap

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Youve been a bad boy LOL. kidding..I dont know..Welcome to Heaven seems to be appropiate enough.

Its here once again!

7th of August once again! How time flies and im already 18. Havent been updating lately..nothing to update on either..so I wont know when will it be till my next post =p.

Reflecting back 2

So I stopped at my love life. Things didnt really go much futher after that, cept the much awaited SPM examination that made our lives miserable. It was simply the biggest hit for the year 2k6. 2k6 is a balanced year, great ammount of fun, as well as misery. Though misery can be pushed down lower as it didnt last really long. So as far as I remember, the best time in school life was Sports Day. It was my 1st and last year to take part in that event, seriously it was full of fun. The team spirit was there, those moments where we worked together, even till late night in school just to complete everything in time for the big day.

Yes I know we look like bodos. Take a look at the costume, all hand made! and natural items!! Noticed the coconut leafs LOL and the long beans on our necks and that funny leafs on our forehead, we even painted our face with Buncho colour =.=. It frikkin hurts and burns like shit.

Fire fire! Being blown by another house or a.k.a Laksamana. They managed 3rd that year, it was certainly a great achievement!

Yea it was an event that will never come by again it was darn fun. We did our best, we worked so hard, but yet ended up 2nd in overall but we did grab the marching champions =p. Besides the marching event, there were other events that wasnt played on sports day it self but before, one of it was tug-of-war. Holy shiatz I pulled like there was no tomorrow just to beat the opposing team, seriously we wanted to win that event because we had the advantage. In fact one of the opposing team had a really cocky leader, damn pain in the ass guy. So in the end yea, after all that muscles being pulled and strain, my arms felt like they were gonna drop off anytime the next day aso, we grabbed 1st place for guys and 2nd for girls (unfortunately, our anchor fell and there goes the line)

In many other events, like cross country, we dominated em too, basicly our main reason for our lost was, we did not manage to grab much on the main events that was played on the big day itself, sad thing huh, we had a secured victory after the march, but sadly, runners didnt make it. Owh well, im satisfied for the march anyway, hard work paid off =p.

This moment will never come again, Gone for years, those were the days.

Thinking of sports reminds me of basketball. Lost by a freakkin technical foul done by a team mate, im still unsatisfied till today, that was a winning game. It was my life last time, now no longer, slowly going going gone.

So next up, I was backstabbed by a number of friends, a real hard one too, but it didnt really bother me much because in the end, it was only a misunderstanding, so ive thought and I dont wanna know the true awnser either. Nither will I go in detail about it, certain people know bout it though =p, you know who you are. You can pm me if u wanna know.

As life went on, it was already August for all I know, time flew by so fast that it only felt like yesterday. So as we all know, I hope you do xD, My birthday falls on August so, yea, that time came again and I was given a guitar by my dear lovely friends as a present. I love you all so much man, litterally ahahah, without it, I would never have started music till now, maybe, I dont know. So since then, ive taken much interest in bass and I now play for my own little band with a few close friends as a bassist =p. Just love it. Jamminggggggg rawr.

Vocalist on drums, for show only =p.

I started pool in form 4, but I became a regular player and was very active in it in form 5, till now =D. Simply a fun game. Though it can be frustrating sometimes. I just hope I still have time in the future to be active in it. One of a few sports ive taken up after I gave up on basketball.

Flash back from my chemistry project in form 4. It was basiclly gunpowder, + a number of different chemicals to produce different types of coloured flames. One example is iodine, youll get a purple coloured flame and if you add a little magnesium and zinc it will sparkle like a flashbang. Some ended up really nice but, I lost those pics..sigh.. Ill try to get it anyway.

Merdeka reunion in form 4, after the parade, once again, hell lotsa fun =p

Moving on, after my birthday things started to become even more hectic, with mock exams coming up and SPM creeping on our asses day by day. Basicly we studied our asses off and damn, with my class atmosphere, I had to follow along. My class was like, the best class in the sense of noise level =.=. So literally the sound level was like at 0 dsb. I had one hell of an addmaths teacher too, hari hari pms LOL. Naw, but still at least once a week her mood turns 360 degrees and turns into a devil. Well regardless of her being nice or evil, she has no expression. So imagine someone telling you something funny, with a dead serious face, freaky man. You wont know wheater she's joking or being sarcastic

Soon after September came, and our trial exams came to an end, October was a "Come or dont come, nobody cares anymore" period. Basiclly, we could either come to class or not, attendance will not be taken anymore. I went for a number of days, to complete my projects and stuff like that, but others..sleep at home ni laaa =D. So as the days went by, the only subject I 100% completed studying was chemistry LOL. In that 30 days, that was all I did, Im such a bum. Nevertheless, I scored an A for it so, im happy xD, despite having stomach ache on paper 3, which I finished in 45 mins and did not bother to check. SPM was rather...pretty much like a normal exam to me. It didnt feel any different after all the years and time taking examinations and those thousands of hours spent preparing for it, cept that the papers was kinda tough, for a few. It between was my brothers wedding.

The day he tied the knot with his beloved wife. Well no nid to explain futher right ahahah, but it was on the weekend before my last paper, Biologi, Basically, I never studied for Bio at all. Besides the question was like shit anyway, so it didnt matter if I studied it or not, Im happy with my C6 =p.

Pic taken with my cousins after the wedding. Once again, my pictures for it was already gone, so I couldnt elaborate much on in unless you want an essay from me =p.

Then the final day came, Bio paper 3, the questions was shitty, especially the questions about DNA lol, I was like omg laaa sure C edi and yea it really did end up that way. So when result day came, I ended up with 5 : 3 : 2. Quite satisfied =)

Then holidays came, the bumming starts, practically nothing much during that period, just getting lots of sleep everyday, jamming, gaming, blablabla, I was like a NBTD kinda person. So free. So ill skip that and then, day by day April 11th was coming, as everyone went their own separate ways, I enrolled in Taylor's College PJ.

And here I am till today, where another phase of my life will take place.

PS: The lines may be alil off, blogger is pissing me off.

3 months

3 months has gone by, and im still surviving and trying my best. With things getting hectic by the day, I wonder when will my time come.

Reflecting back 1

After reading some previous and old posts, I just felt like letting out some things that was left behind to stop in the past and never brought back to the chapters of my life anymore, basicly i threw away that bookmark and now, im refering back to that decisive phase of my life. Ill move from top to bottom and try to be as informative as I can possibly remember haha.

I started out bloggin since form 4. Was influenced by my friends and was inspired with their posts and how they share their stories, jokes, flames etc etc. So I decided to have my own to, but of course back then it was more to my diary which consist of mostly what I do in my life daily. Bet it was pretty boring and I was lazy to update it back then, losing the motivation and ideas, call it a bloggers block ahahha.

As im trying to have interesting posts on my blog now, I still am yet to discover on how my typing and stories to share would interest any of you to read, surely majority would like to read something interesting and not a dull, normal daily life story with no spice added.

So as I was thinking, form 4 was my depression year. It was tough taking on the challenges I faced during that whole 365 days. I just went in science stream, was unlucky enough to get a freaky hantu chemistry teacher by the name of Yoga.

Im sure you guys remember this =p.

As because of her, my work load piled up like shit, projects with freaking short due dates, and the must be punctual and always be in class rule, ugh it was hell I tell you. But since I was kinda neutral with her, it was okay, didnt have much problems besides the projects. Besides having projects which made us stay over at friends house and play with fire hahahha. Love those days.

The first hell was on Vday. Having a gf pms-ing at you on that day sux man. It totally ruins your day hahahha. I had a hard time on that day thanks to her. As im going back in the pages of my life, I started out with my ex, Ching in form 2, simply because I liked her long hair at that time. Probably was mesmerized with her beauty till owh I fell in love. Yea Yea I was pretty dumb and stupid at that time anyway hahah. I just got myself tied with her without even thinking what's next after that, I just simply wanted a girlfriend, probably could say that.

She noticed me becuz of basketball, once my favourite sport which I played almost 24/7 during my lower secondary days. Before I even started high school I really had no interest in it, it was just when I realized seniors playing it looked so cool and it was a " hot " sport that time so I decided to pick it up. It attracts girls too anyhow! HAHA I guess I kinda wanted to be noticed. But anyhow I really enjoyed it. I never knew I would go that far in it too, played in various tourneys, and games organized during sport days, and so on. I really picked myself up from basics to an amatuer level but then I gave up on it anyhow when I reached form 4. No more hardcore training and it had actually gone all to waste, but those were some of the best moments in my high school life, basketball. Skipping classes to play is included =p.

Curi ur jersey ar Juan ahahah. One of our jersey. We buy em every year, kinda waste of money.

So back to Ching. She was my first serious relationship I stepped into. I never knew it was gonna last that long either, I guess were both dumb and stupid to have each other who are not really compatible but still can go on. Those were the days I enjoyed, and suffered at the same time. Many memories were made during those years and fun I went through, having someone to love, support, care, attent to, and vice versa. I even trained her to play basketball for the sports day event xD. That was rather..useless though. She cramped her leg half way the game =/. All gone down the drain wo0t. Nevertheless, it was a gud experience.

Anyhow, I miss those days hogging the phone, chatting till late hours, meeting each other, going out, having someone to care and to care for was like, the best thing in the world at that time of my life. But it all ended anyhow. With just one phrase, "Ill think about it" it was when she asked me, "Do you still wanna be with me?". Honestly, I was sick after all ive went through till the finals days of our relationship. I hated the way she controls me, and kinda got irritated with her sensetivity. Basicly, I was blinded for the years and only at the end, her true colours was showing out and yeap, I just couldnt bare to say, "yes, I wanna be with you" although that would have made all the difference.

I do not regret my decision truly, However, That caused torment to my heart and soul, it was the first relationship, therefore it hurts the most. It took me a whole bloody year to recover. I had some regrets for the 1st few months, but later on I do realized, its not worth it. If I would have accepted her, It would only mean im lying to myself. Simply there is no point in going futher. I have lost my feelings though I knew I still loved her, but just that I knew it would have to end this way, sooner or later. So happen if you are reading this, Ching, I dont suppose ull ever forgive me anyhow, but we made it clear that grudges will be put aside and whatever has happened, will be memories. I dont hold anything against you. I never got to say this to you but fat hope, Thanks for all those times. I really appreciate it and treasure those moments. Plus I have learned alot during that period.

In any case, she had a new guy in two weeks so I guess, either I just gave away an angel, or just that I was unlucky to be struck by the devil in disguise. I dont know, I dont want to know. Some things are better off not knowing. All I hope for is just that they are happy together and thats fine with me. So back to story and im currently in col but too lazy to make another post. After that horrible event, my life totally change 360 degrees upside down. It somehow felt, different after years of doing my duties and all of a sudden everything just goes poof. Vanished into thin air. I felt free, being single for once it was simply..you know FREE ahaha no duties, no calls, no " must stay online for her" which I really hated. Well despite being free, later on it felt quite lonely though, I must say it was certainly quite a tough time going through it.. I missed her, till a certain extend.

But as it goes, it felt much better, without her, I was able to meet many more people and buck up on what I really had missed during the days ive dedicated my life only to her. So I suppose enough about her ahahha. So as I was going through my high school life after that, I realized that, sometimes friends are much better and easier to work with, but till a certain extend. Somethings are just, better off left that way and probably its because ive had too much till i hated it and wanted to take something different. So those fun times came again, so happened my school was selected for the merdeka marching parade, a 3 months hell but at the same time fun for all, get to skip class aso "again" ahahaha. For the 1st few days it was kinda stupid, but after that when once everyone worked together and mixed around, damn it was fun. I can even still remember the parade songs! ahaha. Refer to my older posts, I remember I put up some pictures on it.

So it was when I met another person during that phase. One of the very few gud friends I met in my life. Despite all that it went to waste anyway. Reasons? I fell for her and I rushed things, and there goes, I realized I was too confident during my younger days, high ego, and kept thinking everything was under my control but that was my downfall. I had many other ppl I fell for too anyway, but one thing I wanna make it clear is, Ill never rush things for someone ever again, which my pals keep asking me to do it, they think its the right way to get a girl, but truly, if they were in the same situation, things are easier said than done. But even though I faced rejection, it wasnt as bad as when I untied myself earlier of the year. Ive been through alot of pain, and I know how does it feel, I have the experience now that I know, it definitely wont hurt as much as it was the first time.

Dupid blogger doesnt allow me to put a title =.=...Anyway, many reasons why men are happier =p


Your last name stays put
The garage is all yours
Wedding plans take care of themselves
Chocolate is just another snack
You can be president
You can never be pregnant
You can wear a white t-shirt to a water park
You can wear NO t-shirt to a water park

Car mechanics tell you the truth
The world is your urinal
You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky
You dont have to stop and think which way to turn a nut on a bolt
Same work, more pay
Wrinkles add character
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them

The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected
New shoes dont cut, blister or mangle your feet
One mood - all the time
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat
You know stuff about tanks

A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase
You can open all your own jars
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend

Your underwear cost less than a 100 for 3 packs
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough
You almost never have strap problems in public
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes
Everything on your face stays its original colour
The same hairstyle last for years, maybe decades
You only have to shave your face and neck

You can play with toys all your life
Your belly usually hides your big hips
One wallet and one pair of shoes one colour for all season
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look
You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache
You can do Christmas Shopping for 25 relative on the 24th of December in 25 minutes.

I nid some awnsers

Actually right, nevermind about it, ive found what I needed to do =D

Weee

Its been a month eh? Ive been busy =p Cant help it, and also lazy as usual hahah. Well things are kinda relaxed now, but soon to be busy once again when term 2 starts. Currently on holidays now but soon to end so, it doesnt really make a difference. I hate blogger for its loading speed, because whenever I wanna update, it loads really bloody slow and there goes my mood hence no update wahhaha.

In any case ill just recap everything, my assignments went kinda fine I guess, some parts were great some parts were not, but actually, its last minute work in fact. Putting aside the fact its "cincai" work, I think we still managed to score quite high =D. When I have pictures of the model ill try to bring it up here. As for the press kit, it was lovely, beautiful, but its a sad thing we couldnt take it home nither would it be returned to us =( . In the end all the hardwork paid off anyway scoring 37/40 for that assignment. Ugh all those nights and typing, I cant believe myself for typing out the whole original copy of the college press kit either, 16 full pages on MS word, damn im Good hahahha.

Term 1 has ended after that, the final examinations were pretty easy so I just got by it without having a tough time. Just that, I hope I pass that's all =p. Quite confident anyhow. Term 2 time table is crazy, I dont think ill have so much free time as term 1 (surely) and more theory, boring betul. Ill be serving real guest, and cooking for real guest too, upon invitation, so pray I dont kill my first guest alright =p.

If I would wanna write about everything that has happen up till now from the last time I posted on blogger, it will be hell lots of unnecessary things so, I wont be doing that, but one things for sure that holidays arent enough..its only 1 week, cheapskate betul. Ill come back when I have more things to update. Hopefully to get pictures from the model.

Blog abuse 2

My notes was in broken english and it was really hard to understand it completely soooooo...Im rewriting it.

Cooking with herbs and spices replaces the traditional usage of salts and fats in our daily diet. Futhermore herbs gives a much better and unique taste and touch to the flavour of our cooking. herbs are usually harvested in the morning, after the morning dew has evaporated but just before the sun comes out and warms it. Proper storage is compulsory after plucking and it is recommended to keep them in the chiller in a perforated plastic bag. This is to ensure proper air circulation and helps preserve the herbs longer.

Many different types of herbs can be found easily. Fresh, crumb and powder herbs can be found in the market. Naturally, dried herbs is stronger than fresh herbs and powdered herbs are stronger than crumbs. (1/4 tsp powder = 3/4 crumbs = 2 tsp fresh herbs). Extended cooking time of the herbs will result in a lost of flavour and aroma. For fresh herbs, the leaves should be chopped finely, the finer it gets, the stronger the flavour that is released. The common fresh herbs you can find in any local supermarket are such as Fresh Thyme, rosemary, tarragon, sweet basil, Chervil, chives, dill leaf, italian flat parsley, oregano, marjoram, and english parsley.

Spice is defined as
1 : Various pungent, aromatic plant substance such as cinnamon or nutmeg which is used to flavor food and beverages
2 : Something that adds zest and flavour
3 : A pungent aroma, a perfume

Examples of spices are such as bouquet garni, Beaumonde seasoning, herbes de provence, quatre epices.

Asian spices are such as the chinese five spice powder, Masala Powder, curry powder, garam masala, tandori seasoning, kurma, tumeric powder and etc.

Designs

Of course its not my designs but I plan to xuri ideas =p. Im just posting it so I dont have to search for it when I need it in the future. Tell me what you think or gimme links.

Busy Busy

Will be kinda busy and dont know if I would be blogging, depends if I have stuff to share. Have 2 assignments to hand up in more or less 3 weeks and one of it is a tough one and the other...computer stuff..I hate html ugh! Anyway If any of you who reads my blog actually have an idea of a restaurant layout please do stop by and comment, or you know some place that is good please do recommend it too. You dont have to give me the whole thing, probably just a sight or something nice that you would like to see in a restaurant or something that simply drops your jaws and gives you the "wow" impression.

You could just name a few things of give me links and examples of stuff you like and to see. e.g : A water fountain, Ice bar, etc etc. Practically anything that impresses you. I just had to be the architect for the assignment so, I have no choice xD, but I like it anyway, just that, its alot of work to do~ *hint hint* bloody Po, help la, I do ur CC for you =p.

In any case, glasses are over, maybe when I finish up the restaurant design and all I will post it, more to come are pastry pics, *hungry hungry* soon to come, till then.

Glasses

Ive got nothing much to share, but just some amusing glass pictures because for the past two days ive been on it, as a part of my assignment which I have to present it tomoro.

Crystal Brandy Snifter

Unforgettable Moments Champagne Flute

Angle Hi-Ball Glasses

Round Rock Glass / Old Fashioned Glass

Pool Shot Glasses

Tic-tac-toe Shot Glasses

and finally....

The Ultraman Rock Glass!! xD

I kena tag

I kena Tag.

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.

1. Tsa
2. Po
3. Jt
4. artzie
5. simen
6. KY
7. KM
8. Naz
9. Ben
10. BenT
11. Tom
12. Pam
13. Pie
14. Di
15. Milan
16. Su-yi
17. Donnie
18. Sue Ann
19. KF
20. KC

How did you meet 14?
Primary school, sat next to him.

What would you do if you have never met 1?
There goes my anime kaki =p

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
I wouldnt mind HAHA.

Did you ever like 19?
As a friend, yea.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Support lesbians so yea HAHA.

Describe 3
A leng zhai with a gud voice and thinner than me.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
I dont look at guys leh! I suppose yea in a way.

Tell me something about 7
An energetic girl who loves to make a big deal out of things xD

Do you know any of 12's family?
I sure do.

What's 18's favourite?
Mini skirts! HAHA

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Holy shiatz, kenot laa ill jump off KL tower 1st.

Who is 9 going out with?
Rachel his sexy

How old is 16 now?
18 I think =p.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
A month, or two, or three.

Who's 2's favourite band/singer?
Alot I guess, MUSE

Would you date 4?
eeeeeee duan wei.

Would you date 7?
Hahah, I dont mind.

Is 15 single?
I think his close to get into a relationship atm

What's 10's last name?
benny tan zhi wen. HAHA

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 13?
ehhhhh depends, I would reconsider it.

Which school does 3 go to?
HELP

Where does 6 live?
eh, I forgot edi HAHA

What's your favourite thing about 5?
Being able to tempt her with food =DDD

I will tag,
- artzie
- naz
- KC
- Pam
- Pie

Ive been missing.

Yes I know Ive been away and lazy for quite long, I had no inspiration and couldnt find the mood to type anything or share anything with you. Its been a while and Ill try to update once in a while for now since yea, I have at least some spice in my life at the moment compared to before I started college.

Well just to recap from the time I left my last post till now, its been a while, alot has went by even in that short duration. Things are getting pretty tricky right now, lots of big decisions to do, life to keep up with, though things may seem alil alright and happy and carefree and all but deep down under, I can just suddenly break down and fall like its the end of the world. In any case, ive managed to avoid going down that path for now, although there were times I almost did, tempted to and forced to.

Life is good, good as in good. If you know how to manage it, its good. Im enjoying myself currently, but have some ups and downs like usual, who doesnt? Things are getting alil busy too, I have classes during weekdays except Mondays and all of it are mostly from 11 - 7 including travel time and the time I actually reach the front door of my home. So its pretty tiring if you look at it one way and its fun too if you look at it the other way. Fun as in I have 3 practical days and only 1 theory day. Basicly Tuesday = all my theory classes and the rest are all my practical classes.

Fun is fun, fatigue is fatigue. The hours are long, standing and walking about and working is another thing. It doesnt matter where, restaurant or kitchen, both makes me stand for long hours and by the time I get home I wont have enough strenght to last till 2 am anymore, well sometimes I do without doing anything cept stone on the pc that is. My days without college is boring, im serious, its like I just nid to get out of home to entertain myself, ive slowed down on gaming alil and probably that's the reason why I feel so bored at home and nothing to do. I even picked up reading as a new hobby, plus I even share a few books with my col mate.

First week of col was nothing..pretty boring with all those orientation and stuff like that, its pretty shitty, but team building session was an exception. Orientation night came later the following week, and it kinda...sucked. No comments anyway, it was more like a senior night rather than a junior night. Anyhow classes went back to normal after that and that was when the fun begins, met lots of ppl, from A-Z, good and bad, stupid and smart, funny and lame, and so on. Its pretty normal anyway, nothing more surprising when meeting new people.

Skipping that, I take the train to col, its much easier rather than driving, saves money and avoid traffic, but the trains are really unreliable, they have no fixed timing and sometimes they can even break down for hours. Ive already experienced it on my 1st day of class too, ran in class an hour late =.=. Damn suay. Things are pretty hectic and at the same time pretty calm and easy, depends on the days and the occasions that are about to unfold. The area around my col is pretty nice, very nice to go around, you have a mamak on the left and chinese restaurants on the right, its hardly a minute walk away too. Pool is much cheaper compared to mv, much much cheaper, its only 11 for an hour, but sad thing is I dont have any kaki to play with there. There is but...not so often, pretty saddening.

My lecturers are gud, well for now I guess. Maybe term 2 Ill meet some devils with really sharp forks poking my ass. People around there are nice, friendly, I guess in any case everyone is new so, its only normal to mix around. Some are antisocial, lcly and annoying. Well, cant help it, Ive met ppl like that anyway. Nothing big.

So what esle? I cant really remember anything esle to say either. All I remember was one day while I was going home taking the LRT I noticed the board of rules saying "NO SWING GUM". I was like wtf is swing gum? I certainly dont think it exist, must be another typo error or just really bad english. Im gonna try Rapplez, a 3d on9 mmorpg, hopefully I can play it, for fun. Who wants to join me? =D Although I said I slowed down on gaming, but that was not because I wanted to, It was because I really got bored of all the games I have. In example Dota, it hasnt been really appealing to play it anymore after 2 years ++ and still going. My ps2 has been taken by my bro, I have to resort to old games such as SC and Heroes3 to keep myself entertained omfg. If it wasnt for those two I think id be out almost everyday and would be spending like mad. Nid to budget man.

Ive been having emo days lately, but im slowly getting back on my feet anyways. Its just a passing feeling where I think back of the past memories and how I was a failure in some crucial events. Its really really sad, I really do regret it. I should have waited alil longer, probably itll work out. I dont know why im still clinging on to this matter even though it has been almost 2 years +. This isnt the 1st time for that matter, it has been going on ever since that day. Probably my biggest regret in my life, the wrong choice of words, the wrong timing, the wrong move. Damn, I wanna turn back time.

I know ive typed out alot of bullshit, I dont know if you would wanna read the whole thing, its up to you, and its basiclly a recap of all the things that happened for the last 2 months and so on, probably forgot lots more. Im not sure, but I wont say ill come back and edit it because Im too lazy =p, but im sure thats about 80% of what happened so, I guess its still okay. Mother's Day is coming, got anything for ur mum yet? =) I wonder what should I get this year.

In any case, ill start updating once again, I wish I had a cam, it would be much more happening if I had one, I promise that. If I can get my cam phone soon enough, probably lots more interesting updates to come.

Something I feel

Eh, I feel like im damn old edi wei. Having neck aches and back aches alot. Feels like im gonna break down anytime soon.

A day out.

Today was sports day for my former high skool. Slept at 12 got up at 5, went for breakfast at 7 and the bloody mamak forgot my order, thus having to cancel it and starve till afternoon. Basket. Anyhow, Sports Day was..pretty okay I guess, though it doesnt seem to be as lively as last year. Maybe because were all gone and left the others to have the glory, fun and joy. Starting off with the marching. Well I have no comments at all, it was kinda okay in a way, bad in another way, last year's band was clearly better and much much more "louder".

Anyhow it ended up Temenggung (green) and Syahbandar (red) taking 2nd, while Bendahara (yellow) and Laksamana (blue) takes 1st and 4th respectively.
Followed up by running events, was pretty clear Temenggung swept all. Cept for a few therefore the champion was already known halfway through the day even before the final results. Well gud for em. Their hardwork paid off.

Later on I had a gud long chat with my old friend KY who joined in for the day at about noon. Its been quite sometime since I last talked to her face to face. Followed her to town to shop for anime. I feel kinda awkward there. I felt that I have watched too much anime till I know ive watched at least 50% of the anime that was on the rack. Well, cant help it! =D. Brings back so much memories, in town, in school, the roads too lol. Its been almost 5 months since the last time ive been to those places.

I had a weird dream today, while I was sleeping after I got back. A real weird dream. Pretty sudden.

Anyway, it was a gud day going out once in a while to refresh abit.

Course? Wad course?

I attended the driving maintanence course today. It was pretty fine..until the practical part. Im pretty stressed up and tired and pissed, I cant control edi today.


I sometimes get the strong urge to just curse and swear at people especially my intructors and ppl elder than me, those fucked up ones of course. I have all my respect for them, but once they fucking disrespect us, I have nothing esle to say other than DIU LEI. It was really a bad idea to go for the lecture with 3 hours of sleep, knowing that I cant control my temper when im tired. Never thought it would turn out to be so bad.

First of all was to inspect the hood of the car...open it up, check this check that, touch this touch that, and wow were done. I dont mind that, but the thing is my fucking instructor just tells us the order of the process and runs away to the other car with a group of girls and start teaching them, wtf you horny old man? You teach them personally but you ignore the others? Fark wei, even when we finished doing it he still took his own sweet time teaching, knowing we were already finished with the inspection and could even drive his car home.

Next comes to the driving, He doesnt tell us ANYTHING about the car, no shit, not even how to use or handle the car properly and expects us to drive like a PRO. Seriously, we pay those fucktards to teach us and not to learn by ourselves and screw up. There is a reason man. The first thing we step in the car, surely there are first time drivers right? But instead when I stepped in the car, he went like, okay tekan "clutch, tukar gear, signal, release handbreak, and go". I was like wtf? Hello first timer here, I even said shouldnt I know how to use the car properly 1st? Or even at least a short briefing would have been so much help compared to nothing. He replied "nonono you just drive". DIU LEI. I just let go of the clutch and tekan accelerate and car mati wo0t. Then I kena scolding. This was still in the 2nd stage of my temper, still can control.

Finally was my group finished at 2.40. But he made us wait for almost a fucking hour till he let us check out. Before that he went to the canteen and cari makan, minum, smoke, flirt, have sex, taking his own sweet time. UGHHH. Was waiting like fools oni. In the end 3.30 oni can lari, thank god wei, I was really relieved, but I still hate the fact I got a fucked up old man useless instructor. I mean even he is a temporary instructor and not the real one, he should fucking do his job, that's wad he is being paid for to do rite. farkkkkkkkkkkkk laaaaa.

Haihzz. Thank god its over.

Im affected

Listening to emo songs highly disrupts my mind and emotion. ><

Im feeling pretty down and sober for nothing, by just listening to emo songs!

Man, I feel like sheding tears.

Orange rox

Mandarin oranges are like the new snack you need to have daily to keep on working. For me that is!

Ive been taking down at least 2 a day for the past week, but the bad news is.. There's only about 10+ left. No00o0oooo

Ah well, guess Ill wait another year.

Switch

Due to some "problems" this blog has been switched to be a private blog and for close friends only. In fact I never wanted it to be much of a publicity anyway =D

A reminder

I know when you like/have a crush on someone, you chase for em, trying to get em and do wadeva u can to get em if that is ur motive. Some might not, but to those who do yea, there's no harm about it.

Even after being rejected and all sorts, a few will try again, majority wont bother and give up.

That isnt a problem either, just that..





DONT TURN GAY/LES IN THE PROCESS OMG!

Suggestions? Anybody?

Rawr, I just stole back my ps2 from my brother =D, but the thing is all the games he left it in Penang. == So any recommendations anyone? New games, old games, ancient games, wadeva that's gud.

Besides I need a new MMOrpg game to play too, just to kill some time. Need to grab my driving license soon too, aihs pretty lazy to do it ><.

O yes, if you havent read today's newspaper, there was an article about an extremist who shot dead a female provincial minister because she was "indecently dressed"

Dont we just love extremists? wo0tz

Were all going crazy.

You make me craaaaaazzzzyyyy, or was it you drive me crazyyyyy, or was it im going craaazyyy? Omfg I forgot the lyrics edi. Anyhow, was just a song we tried making and composing. Simply whack some average tunes and beats and there we have it, our own no0b song ><.

Anyway for the 1st time I jammed twice in a day. With extra time charges + broken strings + free 15 mins discount w0ot. In between there was lunch and dinner, 1 hour dota in a crappy cc with no speakers and freaking lousy hard keyboard, only the monitor was gud, but still sucks anyway, charges was 2.50 and the aircond was blowing HOT air. Thank God it was for only an hour

I wanna take a gud rest tonite wei, im getting headaches quite frequent for the past few days, I feel so heavy, tired and extremely sleepy when I wake up in the morning even after appropiate hours of sleep. Blisters are here once again, happens everytime after every jamming session, and yea I managed to pull off plug in baby 80% successfully compared to 40% on my acoustic guitar. So gud =D.

Im hungry, its time to look for food.

Early hours in the morning.

Lets see, a mild cup of coffee will keep me awake for one or two hours, a medium one will keep me for three to five hours, but today specially, im having a strong brew and I think Ill stay awake till night if I dont drop on my bed. Its been a while since I last had a cup of coffee, since school days ended I just simply didnt need it anymore, so I guess ill make an exception today. In fact, I love to stay up the whole morning, well early hours in the morning. Im supposed to be asleep now, not until my mom bugged me to make breakfast.

Looks like its same old baked beans, eggs and probably some tuna. Well, see what's available. Im kinda hungry too anyway. Cant help it, I need to eat! Going to bed on an empty stomach is, pretty hard for me. One moment Ill be trying to sleep and another my stomach will start singing. Ah well, gotta do my job.

I am a J addict.

Ive been trying to sort out my song list on my itunes lately, but the problem is there are just too many songs with different genres, not listed artists, funny words artist, and I can say that, 1/2 of my songs are Jap, or rather make it 3/4, im not too sure either.

Check out the first few songs, how am I suppose to type that shit out!? If youre asking me to rename it, man I have darn alot of those, its not an easy job ya know.

Lets see, rock, general rock, hard rock, wad wad rock laaa, then comes alternative, punk, blues, j-visual rock ( I dont even know what's this), and etc etc. Owh god I dont even know what's in my player.

But you see, im not asking for help on sorting out, as Im slowly doing it, but it bloody consumes damn alot of precious time. If youve been keeping up with me, im not doing anything anyway, but still, there goes my precious nap hours =(. Anyway back on topic, out of 800+ songs I have in my list, I can say about 500 of em are Jap. Im a real freak! no0o0. In other cases, I craze anime too. I even made a list out of what I have watched so far.

I started back in form 4 I think, and so far ive watched more than 80 different series and titles of anime. In other words I have watched on average about 1.5k episodes and each episode is about 20 minutes and spent approx 516 hours alone in my life watching anime. Wad a useless fact. I might be not be an "otaku" as the others, but I still think ive spend too much time on anime and J songs =p.

Want my full list of anime? lol.

Some other people might have spent much more time than me, im sure of that, but im about to turn into them what they are now in the future. I wonder if the Japanese themselves are addicts.

Lazy Lazy

Ive been very lazy for the past week or weeks, I dont even remember when was the last time I updated, without referring to my last post of course. Anyway things arent pretty interesting anyway.

Example, I passed my Undang test? Lol? I took it during October last year, the lecture that is, and I finally decided to take the test a week or two ago. Was pretty easy anyway, probably the main reason why we have so many bad drivers on the road today. Accidents happen kinda often, maybe too often. I might be the next! ..


Well okay maybe not, I dont wish to get involved in any for now, never if possible.

So moving on, I am still bumming around. Waiting for April, and my results too. What I do is, sleeping at 6/7/8 am, getting up at 4/5/6 pm and dota and eat sleep wadeva etc etc. That concludes my daily life. =). I nid to do something more productive man, or esle, Id probably gain 50 kgs and kill myself at the end of this year. Good news is, even though I have been on this routine for a month, im still the same! Cept that my head feels pretty heavy everyday, and having headaches.

I nid to get a job. A real job, but I wonder when will I get free from my current job =/. Till then.

Past and future.

If youre feeling emo and all, I dont suggest you read this one, otherwise you take the risks! Im not responsible for any damages I caused to youre brains =D

Getting over bad memories or experience are pretty tough and rather annoying. It simply bites you until you are totally brought down by all those downside feelings and then you start to have much more problems in your life. It is a fact that we cant overcome our past so easily, unlike others each of us are different and we have many other ways to bring back our normal self from the grasp of the past. Keep in mind im talking about bad ones only. However, some of us dont have ANY way to overcome it, well not like im gonna mention how to do so, its just that alil opinion of mine. If it was me id let time handle it, while I enjoy myself over the duration and forget about it, pretty simple for me to overcome things.

It depends on your personality too ( as well as mine) and that is the core to take over the past and look straight ahead to the future. In other words, kicking off what is bad, and accept what is good. Without a good and positive personality, were sure to go down. Imagine your one of your important person meets and accident or something, surely you will feel down, no doubt. I would too. Its not like I would be saying "hahahaha die fcuktard dieeee get out of here". No, though it make it seems like you hate him/her and all its pretty evil to do so, but on the other hand, it can be considered a way to overcome it too, as in you develop hatred towards that person. Anyhow since I said it was an important person, surely you cant hate em right, its just plain out of humanity, if you do so, youre suit for the title "sadist".

So what im trying to say is, personality plays a big role here, then comes support, from your family, friends, gf/bf or even your dogs, cats, birds whatever you choose. Some might disagree with the term, "be positive". A number of people whom ive talked too, would mostly say, "you dont understand what is going through in my life". Sure we wont understand..but to those who have that in mind, please think of those who are up to listen to you, he/she might have already experienced things that are way beyond major than your own problem.

Okay, so what about the one who likes to say, "How can I be positive?" Mostly referring to the problems their having and all those stuff like that. I understand that each of us has a hard time facing through challenges in life. Its not like im saying that every problem can be solved in just a day, but for those who have been hugging on to their problems day after day without a single effort being done to change their life, surely you are killing yourself. If you say how can I be positive? Id say how the fcuk you wanna be positive when you are siding with the negative side. Those who cling on to problems, fcuk you, move on.

So what's next? Those who cant overcome their problems even after a long period of time. This is a hard one, this mainly occurs because one does not know how to solve their problems, or dont have enough support to move on. I may be wrong, but through experience, this is what I see. I took two years to overcome one of mine. Pretty short, if compared to others, or maybe long, I dont know, but still, its all in the mind whether do you wanna make a change or not, or even maybe someone would make a change for you, that was my case. Someone did come and butt in and changed me into a whole new piece of cake. Though I have no proper solutions, im just telling out what I know and things like that. If it has been biting you for a very long time, so what? enjoy life and dont worry about the problems you have in the past. I mean if it has been biting you for the past dont know how many years, what makes you think that you can solve it this year, or next year or whatsoever year. Just leave it, it will be tamed on its own, even if you dont do much, but DO NOT cling onto it.

Some might even have recovered from their past, but still refuses to forget what had happen. Well it is hard to forget bad things or good things in the past, but still, dont farking get happy one day, and suddenly you look back on another day and feel oh my gawd im such a bodo, and start feeling depressed and so on and so forth. It is normal to have breakdowns, but dont do it often, it kills. Those who have breakdowns all the time, you should just eat 14 panadols like my good friend and if you survive, your time has not been decided yet. There are those who are even moody all the time and blames it on people because of their problems. We are not at fault, you are. Dont blame those who are trying to help you, otherwise, you can do it on ur ownself if you are that such of a strong person who doesnt require any support.

Futhermore, there are those who does not accept the fact, good or bad, they still try to keep up what they have been doing without realizing the fact that has been told, proven, hinted and so on to them. In example, youre after someone you have a crush on, and he/she says a big NO to youre face and yet you still keep up chasing him/her. Is there a point in that? Okay you might say, maybe you still have a chance, if so, I dont mind, but what if you dont? 0.00000% you will fail, still wanna chase?

I might have forgotten some cases, or other cases which I have not experienced, but so far this is my opinion. I do welcome proper feedbacks, not flames, I do welcome opinions and comments too. Anyhow there is also one last thing I would like to point out.

To one of my friends, if you know who you are, stop chasing, its not worth it, and also, please choose youre future correctly and reconsider the pros and cons on the things in life you want to deploy yourself to.

To another, please control youre temper and youre attitude, and the way you treat others plus minus the insults and filthy comments.

To others, I hope this might have helped you, even if it is abit or nothing at all, If so I am sorry, or if I might have offended you, please keep in mind, this post is just my opinion and I do not wish to offend anyone in anyway.

Lack of inspiration

I tried a number of times to update, but still, the net shoots me down everytime I do so. Grrr..Well its because of the ND the net is still quite slow but anyway, it should be fixed soon, after all there is a SLIGHT bit of improvement in speed, if you notice it.

A number of birthdays are around the corner, therefore to those who are turning 18 soon enough =P youre getting old. Likewise, my turn comes in another 8 months. In addition, Happy Birthday to KY, which falls today. As for presents...expect them late. I mean, really late lol.

Like the title for today says, I do lack inspiration to blog, why? Because my life is so bloody NOT interesting that I dont have anything to share. I have alot of time..Lots of time before I start college..I have alot of things in mind that I can do too, but for now im already "hired" by my parents to keep the household together. Well, for a certain ammount of wages/day. I dont mind it at all, easy job, good pay, can even stay at home and sleep/play all day long. Just that going out might be alil bit hard due to curfews.

Anyhow, will post again once the line is much faster and I have more things to share rather than this yusless post.

Just an ordinary day with another way.

Well, edu fair was held and is still being held at KLCC since yesterday and it ends today. It starts at 11 am and it ends at 7 pm and honestly, if you wish to enquire and go to every single booth there is in the fair, you will spend more time than the lenght of the fair itself, seriously.

Anyway, I got pass through it by visiting a few, and got information I wanted. Parking was hell though, with Isaac's "anytime dying" car. Well more or less has a problem staying alive when going uphill. KLCC wasnt much of a problem, but when we went to SGW for lunch..it was really crazy. Plus, we had to go down until B5 parking..or was it B6 == whichever parking was crazy because to get out, we had to pass through probably about a 45 degree hill each time.

Traffic was another factor too. Drivers here..seriously cant and shouldnt drive a car at all. ==. But it wasnt as bad as parking =P we managed to get back to Bangsar in 30 mins ++, even though we lost our way. Back in Bangsar it was already about 4.30pm +. Went home at about 5.30pm+ after having nothing to do.

Reached home anddddddd



the only thing I had in mind was..



going to SLEEP

ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzZzzz

Well, after all I went to edufair without any sleep..soo =P

I deserve that 16 hour long sleep which is why im wide awake now. =D

Good Day.

Im back..for the moment.

Well, first of all the reason I havent been bloggin for quite some time is............



um..



I FORGOT my password.

........Stupid eh?

But well that's the truth. I really did forget my password and back then I was too lazy to retrieve it. I think im keeping too many passwords and usernames, till I forget which one do I use for anything that requires a pass. It may be late but still, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~ I have a Christmas filled with fun and Bo0ze and a New Year filled with boredom and...boredom.

Speaking of a new year, any resolutions? Well honestly, I dont know, do I need resolutions in the first place? xD. Maybe I do, but what do I do? Gimme a suggestion? =P

I havent had any thoughts about it either, I mean so what if its a new year, you still carry the problems you left behind the previous year, dont think that makes a very big difference. Unless you strife to handle it THIS year...well some might be able to do so, but nope, I dont think I can do it myself. I dont stick to my resolutions. Never do, even year after year ive been doing it, I never follow to what I say, I just do....what I like to do, get it? Something like, just follow your mind, heart, eyes, hands, legs, whatever.

Anyhow, for those who can do it, keep it up, its good in a sense..well..in a sense.
Im sure you know what I mean if you can keep it up this far. Then looking back a lil futher, Christmas? was probably a really good christmas after a few years. Well excluding the presents..you wont wanna know what I got..and Im too lazy to tell it to you either..so..Dont BOTHER asking. =P. But still, booze roxx.

Anyway, my cousins went back to Aussie soon after christmas and the house is pretty quiet now, like the way it used to be, and plus my bro even took back the ps2 back to his apartment in Penang...therefore..im boredddddddd...with pretty much nothing to do, cept going out, dota-ing till early hours of the day, sleeping in the afternoon till night, eating at wrong hours, watching anime whole day, sigh..very unhealthy I know, but I cant help it!.

Owh well, lets see what's up ahead for me and for all of you this new year.